This is my testimony about coming to the saving knowledge and truth of Jesus Christ. My name is Michael Keenan and my testimony is TRUE.
I had absolutely no real idea about anything, especially Jesus Christ, until 3 years ago, back in 2017. I was just sitting outside minding my own business smoking a cigarette thinking about God (And I will admit now that I am thinking about it from my memory of that day, that I was questioning on that particular day the world around me, was there something that I just could not see) and I asked the question in my mind "I want to see this world as it TRULY is" and BOOM I was actually touched by what I can only best describe as the finger of God on the top of my head and the scales actually literally fell from my eyes and I saw this world as it TRULY is, and it is the exact opposite of the world most people see. And then I was led straight to the Gospel of John, and I was "born again". Jesus Christ really is the Son of God. God really is TRUE.
I cannot tell you what to believe, but I will say this. If you seek God in absolute truth, he will seek you. And you don't find God with your mind; you find God with your heart.
Jeremiah 17:10 King James Bible (KJB)
10 I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.
Talk to God and just humbly ask him/tell him that you want to know the TRUTH.
Psalm 145:18 King James Bible (KJB)
18 The Lord is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
After I was saved the Holy Spirit led me straight to this “born again” preacher in Tennessee, Charles Lawson, and his website where you can watch his video's 2 times a week are at www.pastorcharleslawson.org, so he may also be of a help to you. You can also visit me Mike Keenan on my Blog at https://childofthelight888.blogspot.com
John 3:3 King James Bible (KJB)
3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.