My fiancée and I were likely to get married on April 18th, 2020! Unfortunately, our plans were interrupted because of the coronavirus! Our family was impacted by it! We all were let go, my daughter was have contracted covid 19. She is graduating senior high school and they canceled her prom and Graduation ceremony! We don’t have much money, to start with as it is. I was a marriage in a dress I bought from Walmart! To have a chance to win this dress will be a dream become a reality for us!

Normally, being an anesthesiologist, I would function as the last voice that a certain hears before she or he goes off to dreamland for surgery; now, I could function as the last person someone is ever going to see in this life. Working a lot more than 12-hour shifts and often every day each week, I have been fighting around the frontlines since the virus hit New York City. In the face area of resource scarcity, my hospital has converted our familiar operating rooms into intensive care units therefore we could fight the chances that favor death. There are numerous trials and tribulations within this battle. One is our fight to have more personal protective equipment. We are still reusing masks and gowns for time exceeding intended, but our situation has tremendously improved after donations pour in from friends and strangers. Then there are answering calls in the family. It is extremely a hardship for the family to know the prognosis without visuals. I attempt I can to color a picture and also to answer the questions over the telephone, but no people have satisfactory answers. We do not be sure if the medications truly help, when the breathing strategies are appropriate for this disease, or when the patient will live. The worst situation stumbling block may be the defeat. After days and often weeks of taking care of the patients, they pass.

Amid this physical and emotional toll, I am arranging a wedding in August of the year. Like a lot of things during this period, there have been many changes and uncertainties. We planned for months to go to my grandparents in China and also to take our engagement photos within the photogenic region of Southwestern China. We planned on inviting us from Vietnam, Australia, and China. We planned on having our friends who we don't see enough to savor with us a celebration of love. Now we don't know if some of that will go as planned. I am awaiting the day when I can finally print my wedding invites with the correct date.black wedding dresses.