Ok I am not depressed a bit angry, but not depressed. I have been in hospice I think 3 times and not one of those times was I supposed to live. I drowned and was resuscitated when I got hit by a train. Not sure if it was an illusion brought on by trauma or it really happened, at one point given the choices to go or stay. I am too screwed up to really participate in any real action to give a taste of their own medicine. I can only hope the constitution will protect my family. If it turns out that they win this battle I will be a voice that cries out in the wilderness. I hope that I haven’t been through all that just to watch the world go to ****.
