2021 has hardly started and I feel a bit like this. I feel with John Coffee in the movie The Green Mile. My comments at the end

I'm tired, boss. Tired of bein' on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. I'm tired of never having me a buddy to be with, to tell me where we's going to or coming from, or why. Mostly, I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world every day. There's too much of it - it's like pieces of glass in my head, all the time. Can you understand?

Meg is enjoying the Presence of the Lord and we are here in the crapola. We made it through her birthday in Nov. and Christmas without her.
I'm tired of the fraud, the evil, the people who want to destroy everything we love and believe in. I'm tired Boss.
It's You Boss...Papa God who sustains us and gives us courage and strength to make it another day. Come and fill me with Your strength, faith and courage to face the future.

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