Kate Garraway has exposed that she still wakes up in the the night worrying that she hasn't provided her late husband Derek Draper his medicine.
The TV presenter and broadcaster, 58, shown on his end of life care in a candid new interview on Wednesday.
Derek died at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year fight with long Covid.
Speaking in The Sun, she informed of how those hard years remain in her ideas.
She discussed: 'I still get up in the middle of the night stressing that I haven't given him his medicine, or that I have actually forgotten to move him every hour to avoid the agonizing contractions in his limbs.

Kate Garraway has revealed that she still wakes up in the the night worrying that she hasn't offered her late husband Derek Draper his medicine
The TV presenter and broadcaster, 58, assessed his end of life care in a candid new interview on Wednesday
'The next second I realise he no longer needs that care. There is a moment of relief - that I did not let him down - before a tsunami of unhappiness hits.
'Caring takes over your entire life. You do not begrudge it, but you suffer because of it.'
In 2023, Kate was hospitalised with 'excruciating' chest discomforts after suffering extreme stress while partner Derek remained in recovery.
She needed medical assistance of her own after being woken by the 2am alarm she sets each night for Good Morning Britain - and finding she could not move to turn it off.
In her book, The Strength Of Love, the speaker described how she then felt a 'searing discomfort' in her chest and was instantly taken to the nearest A&E for tests.

Kate has been busy managing a busy work schedule, as the true extent of her debts are exposed.

She has actually openly discussed how she has actually been entrusted debts between ₤ 500,000 and ₤ 800,000 after looking after her late other half Derek.
In addition to taking on financial obligations connected to the ₤ 16,000 a month expenses for his care, a new liquidator's report has revealed the large tax expenses that are yet to be paid by Derek's now-defunct psychotherapeutic company Astra Aspera.
Derek passed away at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year fight with long Covid (seen in 2007)
She discussed: 'I still awaken in the middle of the night stressing that I have not given him his medicine'
The company, which was jointly managed by Kate, folded owing hundreds of countless pounds to financial institutions, including a large costs to HMRC.
Kate has actually been busy promoting her various work projects as her debts loom over her however it's not the first time the broadcaster has actually had to deal with monetary concerns.

In 2012, 2 other firms jointly managed by Derek and Kate went bust.
Fulfill Media Ltd had debts amounting to ₤ 922,807, which included ₤ 88,486 owed to HMRC, ₤ 90,882 to trade financial institutions, and ₤ 462,808 in 'third party loans'.
At the very same time, Countrymouse Media Ltd, was liquidated owing ₤ 189,121, which included ₤ 98,944 to the taxman and ₤ 48,000 on an overdrawn directors loan account. Derek and Kate were both personally owed ₤ 24,000 each by the company.
In January 2024, it was reported that Kate may have to sell the home to repay her current financial obligations with one source saying: 'It has actually cost numerous countless pounds to look after Derek and do everything she might to get him better but it's left her having a hard time.'
But hard-working Kate has been on a self-promotion blitz amidst her most current monetary problems.
Alongside her regular GMB work, the star plugged her Smooth Radio show today, revealing she was 'chuffed' that the lunch break program now reached 2.8 million listeners.
She has also been teasing her finalizing in possibly among the most expected TV programs of year - Celebrity Traitors.
Together with the similarity Stephen Fry, Alan Carr and Jonathan Ross Kate headed to Scotland a few weeks ago to film the spin off of the blockbuster BBC series.
Meanwhile, in February she was revealed as the host of a brand-new Dubai-set podcast and YouTube series - DXB Unheard.
Each of the 8 episodes, which are released weekly, function interviews with Emiratis and Dubai locals 'who have actually left an enduring mark on the city.'
She recorded the series last year and has admitted that she found it 'fascinating' to learn more about how people lived their lives at a time when she was considering her future plans.
Kate previously exposed that Derek's ₤ 16,000-a-month care expenses eclipsed her GMB wage, confessing in a 2023 interview that she could not even manage to have the heating on in October.
Kate Garraway was hospitalised with 'distressing' chest discomforts due to stress amid spouse Derek Draper's COVID-19 fight: 'I believed I was having a cardiovascular disease'
Speaking before her spouse's death, Kate said: 'Derek's care expenses more than my salary from ITV which is before you spend for a mortgage, before you pay any home costs, before you spend for anything for the kids, so we are at a crunch point.
'I owe money. I can't earn sufficient money to cover my debt because I am managing Derek's care and I can't even use the money I do need to support Derek's healing, due to the fact that it's going on the fundamentals all the time.'

In May in 2015, Kate candidly exposed she's resorted to withdrawing cash from her pension pot to pay the huge expenses during a conversation about the NHS and private care on GMB.
Sharing the outcomes of a survey that exposed one in five Brits are getting themselves into financial obligation while funding personal treatment, she admitted: 'I am doing something similar myself.
'I have actually had to withdraw the bit you can tax free from my pension to spend for belated costs for my hubby, who has actually now died.
'People are needing to do things - it wasn't a substantial pension in the first location - which aren't what they saved for.'
Addressing the latest HMRC filing, Kate's spokesperson informed MailOnline on Wednesday that the 'surprised' TV star 'doesn't identify these figures' and is in contact with HMRC to ensure she 'honours what is required'.
In 2023 Kate was even hospitalised with 'excruciating' chest discomforts after suffering extreme stress while husband Derek was in healing
Their declaration read: 'Kate has actually met all that the liquidators of Derek's company have actually asked for and more over the past four years.
'She does not identify these figures and is surprised that it's being provided in this method by them.
'Caring for Derek and supporting her family when Derek could no longer run his own companies has taken a big monetary toll on her but she's identified to put things right.
'She is in consistent contact with HMRC to make certain she honours what's needed from Derek's now defunct business.'
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